Falter

by Dash For Existence

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1.
*instrumental
2.
I’m getting out tonight, on a train Nowhere left to run, in the rain How can I help myself, to be sane? Someone help me now, through the pain. There was no-one left, I could trust All my chains, slowly, began to rust Wipe away one more layer of the dust There’s no-one left in the world, that’s just Oh the Twisted Life of Tommy Jones I hopped aboard once more, change of heart I headed towards the end, for a start I’ve already split myself, far apart I was silenced, then, with a dart
3.
Dear Sarah 03:17
When you’re trying to breathe And don’t really know just how you’re doing Don’t fail on me When you’re suffering And you don’t really think that you can go on Don’t lie to me Don't give up You can beat the one that holds you down and turn around the problems you've built for yourself Don't back down It's hard to see where we would be without you, see we won't wanna live without you When you’re falling apart And everything seems so uncertain Don’t break on me When you’re feeling afraid And you don’t really know just where you’re going Don’t leave on me And I’m sorry if this comes off too strong And I’m sorry if you want to let go Just remember that while you’re still here We will never let go
4.
I will not falter, I will not fail I am not afraid, I am not frail I am invincible: a ghost in the shadow Unseen, unheard, and better off alone Why do you care? Are you lost too? You’re unreadable, what did I do? What have I done? I’m not all that pure Don’t try to read me, don’t try to draw near
5.
Pouring rain, life is pain Nothing can save me but you Sunny days, but I’m in such a daze Nobody knows but you Cloudy skies as we say our goodbyes Nobody knew but you Though the weather may be bright Though the weather may be dark All my secrets lie with you. Such a breeze, I fall to my knees No-one knew me but you A grassy lawn, I’m just a pawn Set in war by you A crowding mist, sleep is bliss Death is here, because of you And though you knew, you sent me through You risked my life, and now I’m stabbed by a knife Now someday I will lie with you beneath a grave, I’ll lie with you I’m in a city, It’s blinding white Nobody came but you
6.
Breathe 05:57
Why is it so hard to breathe? Why can’t I laugh like everyone else? Why can’t I cry like everyone else? I’m in between The emotionless live a hell Outside the air of everyone else It hurts to breathe Sing a new song I’ve already heard I’m not listening I don’t care what you say Just get away Why is it so hard to cry? When it’s so easy to die inside? While I look out into the rain Others writhe and die in pain Can’t you hear what I have said? It hurts to know the dead It hurts to die
7.
Undeserving 04:27
I wonder how it crossed your mind that maybe this time you’d get a second chance? When all you want is what you see, how can I tell you that we’ll be okay again? I can’t lie to you. I wonder how it crossed your mind that maybe this time you’d get a second chance? When all you want is what you can feel, how can I tell you that we’ll make it through again? I won’t lie to you. I wonder how it crossed your mind that maybe this time you’d get a second shot? I tried so hard to make things right, but in the end, you were just one to be bought. You were just a whore. Every day I wake up smiling, knowing that you’re gone. Every now and then I think of how it all went wrong. But it’s over now. The hurting is done. It’s over now. Every day I tried to help you. I believed I could. But every day was just a lie… to you. But it’s over now. I’ve said my goodbyes. It’s over now.
8.
Sleep 03:01
I can understand what is going through your head But it’s sick. It’s sick. I can understand what is going through your mind but I don’t understand mine. Cause I haven’t slept in days, but I’m still falling hard Cause I’m still inventing ways to keep you in my heart. It needs to stop. It needs to end. I need to find a way to break out of this pen cause I’m an animal. I’m a fucking pig in a cage. I’m so hungry for your food that I’m taking all the blame And I haven’t slept in days, but I’m still falling hard Because I’m still inventing ways to keep you in my heart No I haven’t slept in days because you’re breaking my heart You know it’s all because of you that my life’s falling apart Shut up. Everything’s gonna turn out fine. You take what’s yours and I’ll take mine All the wounds will heal with time but know That I haven’t slept in days, cause you’re stuck in my heart and I’m tearing at the seams, and I’m tripping at the start My defenses fade to gray, cause you slipped past my guard I know it’s not the only one, but this wound will leave a scar.
9.
Direction 04:26
Losing everyone that was close to me Losing myself Find the peace that comes with being free Keep it to yourself I don’t know where I’m going Face me in the right Direction Turn me back around Never let your thoughts get the best of you Never look back Sticking to the road set in front of you, Never sway your path I twist and I turn I scream all day I run down a path I don’t know the way And I should never have taken that chance And one should never have to dance Alone.
10.
Lies 07:03
Giving Up Run Away, what have I become? Lie to me Every day, I live the tune I hum Sing it for me I want to die Nothing lasts forever Take it from me Living a lie Hate the last endeavor Singing all the pain I’m in just to justify all the sin inside that I hate. Sing another lie. Hide the truth Live alone, give me a meaning Push away Sound a moan in the song I’m singing Take it from me Going away It’s all for the better Take it from me Living a lie Hate the last endeavor And I don’t want to hurt you, that’s why I have to go Give me a reason to stay, my only answer is no I’m done with the pain, done with the lie I live Let me take away pain, as it’s the only thing I give There’s nothing left to see, my eyes have gone red Don’t speak my name, I’m already dead.
11.
All this time I owe From all that time ago I can still remember that face I can still remember that name All this time alone With nothing to call my own But I can still remember that face I can still remember that name Why am I so cold? With nothing to call a soul? I’m putting on a face I crave the last embrace But no. Not yet. My time is not now. No. Not yet. I’m still asking how. How am I still here? and how do I face this fear? I’m trying to stop the pain but I’m starting to go insane I’m trying to point and steer I’m trying to find a cure I’m pounding on the case I’m pushing at the waves What have I learned from this? The key to happiness Lies all in our own hands We need to take it if we can. No. Not yet. Our time is not now. No. Not yet. I’m still asking how.
12.
Say Goodbye 02:43
Some people believe that the stars lead our lives Some people believe that your life can change in the blink of an eye So say goodbye Some people would say ‘you take my breath away’ Some people would think ‘I like the way you drink from that cup you hold, with your hands so cold.’ But all I could bear to think, or say, or lie Was goodbye I look at you from my doorway Through the rain, through the mist Through the fog, through the things of the eye The last thing we ever said Was goodbye.

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released August 26, 2016

Recorded at BoneyArts Studios

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